Feeling low.. March 17, 2008
Posted by sickscorpio in Blogroll, Personal.Tags: life, Loneliness, psyche
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Everything’s just fucked up..
It’s so fucked up that I feel sick wanting to write about it..
Searching for positivity..
Is there anything..
Anyone?
Pain – the truth February 20, 2008
Posted by sickscorpio in Blogroll, Personal.Tags: life, love, pain, psyche
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Imagine
no emotions
no attachments
no love
no hate
life driven by physical needs
knowing your opressor inside out
knowing u can’t do anything about it
gets u thinking
u think so much, u see through the conventions
u realize the limits of people’s thoughts
u realize u just can’t share urs with them
u realize they just wont accept ur thoughts
and u have nothing to share except ur thoughts
u have never tasted love
got so much hate that it lost its meaning
u want to be cheerful but just can not
it hurts..
u find people u feel like holding on to
but then they too have limitations
how do u limit ur thoughts to get them to accept
so u dont lose them
it hurts..
when u want to be bound but just can not
having freed urself from all bonds
bonds that lost their meaning
u want to rediscover them
be bound again
just because u found someone u want to trust
someone u dont want to lose
fear, that ur freedom may frighten ur darling
u limit urself
but then u cease to exist being u
u r no more what u are
trying to be someone else
to please the one u love
but ur darling notices it too
tries to find the real you
u fear, u hide
u just can not
they find and leave,
It hurts.