Unique, like everyone!

Thoughts
a fuckload of em
are hard to contain
or direct
they just flow
sumtimes they amaze
arouse
energize
but sumtimes
they just fuck u up
mess up the mind,
thinking of thoughts
is prolly worse,
I can’t imagine
all those philosophers
thinking about thought processes
they must have a fucked up life
nobody really cares
if you can see through
their expression of ideas
and opinions
they just blurt out
what comes to their minds
and are happy with that
the person who actually understands
is usually more hurt
sumtimes not just by the opinions
but the thought process
that churns em out,
what a waste of time
thinking about thoughts,
even worse is
writing about em,
most people are just animals
and to get along with beasts
u have to match the behaviour,
which sucks
when u know u can but don’t want to
cuz its stupid
being an animal urself
u have to dumb urself down
totally fucked up
not good at all,
come to think of it
must be miserable at times
being cursed with such ability
it’s kinda hard to impress
your own ideas
knowing others may not get em
when u know how their minds work
its like having everything
to kill an argument
but knowing they won’t accept it,
u get em
silenced, yes
converted, no
totally fucked up
so I guess
better to stop giving a fuck
and just blast it out
be the philosopher
but be the beast as well
cuz it may matter
only to people living after you
what you thought and said
but the beasts around u
understand one language alone
the one they speak
don’t worry about leaving a mark
u won’t be there to celeberate it
enjoy the fucking moment
take uncalculated risks
be the beast.

second thoughts

it feels bad
prolly cuz ur living around beasts
had u been living around a sensible kind
it might not have been a curse
but a blessing
right now, just go by first thoughts.